Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Ugly & Hideous Truth.

The real truth is, the past few days, I wasn't entirely myself.

Usually, when I feel gloomy, I will put on my plastic face. Which is:
On the outside, I seemed cheerful and laughter all the way but on the inside I was faking it.
I wasn't feeling cheerful at all actually.

But this time, I couldn't be bothered to fake a smile or crack a joke or make a conversation if I don't feel like it.
That is why during that period I didn't entertain any calls or certain texts because I don't feel like covering my real emotions. I'm sick of it.
For once, I want people to know that (at that time) I. AM. NOT. OKAY.

A few of my friends knew there's something wrong with me and they were concerned but I don't feel like explaining to them.
I am so sorry if I was unreachable, friends.

And with that huge amount of emotion, a huge amount of consequences occurred.
Which leads to me getting a series of non-stop headache for 1 whole week, no appetite and nausea everytime I consumed any kind of food.

I shared about my sickness on Twitter and my friend Zawani gave me one hell of an amazing tip.
Which is:
Drink Vanilla Coke and my nausea will be gone!

And surprisingly, it works! Thank you Zawani! :D
Now I always have Vanilla Coke stocked up in my fridge. Awesome!

After suffered all of those stuff, I realized whatever I felt, it wasn't worth it.
Enough is enough man. Why should I punish myself? Why do I let myself to be punished?
I don't deserve this, and I want to give my body and my mind a break.

It's time to let go of all of the sufferings.
Don't think so hard (which is my weakness since..ever!)
Just be Happy cause I deserve it.
And always Believe in any possibilities.

Does it sound ancient? I know I've just turned 23 last week and I think my mental strength grows with it. For the first time since my birthday last week, I'm happy to be 23! Heh.

Sadness and being depressed will come to me once in a while, I can assure that and I'm totally ready with it.
But I think it's normal to feel that way. It takes time to heal.

And I hope when I've started working, these wounds will be healed and my heart will be mended.
InsyaAllah :)

Quarter-cured face.

My future. Hope it lasts. Amin.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

My Awesome Degree Convocation :))


I will always remember that date, cause it was my convocation day.
Who would've thought, I've graduated (quite) successfully for my Degree and I'm ecstatic!
That day was definitely special :) A day to remember.

Looking back during my diploma convocation, I was a bit frustrated because I don't snap pictures with friends that much. It's Friday and people can't stay long because they need to go to Friday prayers. And in my case, I also can't stay long because my sisters had to go to work.
Quite disappointing, yeah, but at that time I knew I still have another convocation and oh I will make sure it's gonna be awesome!

And it was awesome. Although by the time our convocation ceremony ended it was raining cats and dogs but still, it was awesome.
You wanna know why?

Because my whole family was there. Okay, not exactly the whole family, minus my brother but he can be excused because he's in Kedah. But other than him, my family was there.

Yes, my mother came! My dad too. And my mom was inside the hall that day with my sister, Dee. I'm so excited. I'm not gonna spill in here but whoever knows me enough will surely share the same excitement that I felt when I stressed out that MY MOTHER CAMEEE!!

And yeah quite a few of my friends were excited for me when they knew :)

And you wanna know another reason why my convocation day was awesome?
Because. I. Received. FLOWERS!
(like duh you would say because it's a convocation, people gave flowers right? But I know my family, they would rather gave me toys or bears with graduation hats than giving me flowers. Especially fresh ones, because they don't lasts.)

Yeah, I totally get that. I'm not exactly a typical girl who love fresh flowers because I know it will die anyways, right? But somehow just because it's my convocation day I specifically told my family that I want FLOWERS! Because it will look good in pictures. haha (and that's the only reason)

Plus point, my MOTHER gave me fresh carnations WITH a Minnie Mouse teddy bear WITH graduation hats :) Talk about a complete set huh? My mother, she's the best!
And I received gifts from my family members as well i.e fake but very pretty flowers and lots and lots and lots of mini teddy bears.

Gosh, I am so not bragging. Please don't feel like I'm bragging by telling you all of these details. It's just that I don't receive presents or gifts that much, you know. So just share my excitement yeah? :)

And I love being a journalism student. Again, you wanna know why?
Because we were the first major (MC221) being called on stage. And my number was 12. And I was placed at the very first row, and the stage are right in front of me.
So I had a really good view of those who were on stage.

But the sucky part of having your name called among the earliest was I had to sit and wait through the whole ceremony. And sitting at the first row seriously not helping. Imagine, the dean, the vice-chancellor, the pro chancellor, and all of the lecturers are in front of me. So we kinda have to behave ourselves and sit with absolute manner.

That sucks and by the end of the ceremony I could barely feel my ass. Literally.

But anyways, I had a great time. I snap pics with (I think) everyone. And that's a great thing of hiring my very own personal photographer hehe. The word 'hiring' is not appropriate because I didn't pay him a single cent :P But thank you so much yea to my personal photographer, and for the roses as well.

Also thanks a bunch to my bestfriends Afidah and Farah who came altogether with Asrul and Dzarul. Thank you for the present Fie and thank you Farah for belanja-ing me dinner :)

I had a super great time!

And 28.11.2010 was indeed a magical and fun-filled day for me.
Keyword: AWESOME!

PS: Pics will be uploaded later, or maybe I'll create a new post just for the pictures. I'm too tired now, heee :)

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I will.

I will spend some time and blog about:
  1. My Degree Convocation (28th Nov)
  2. The End of My JPEC Training (30th Nov)
With pictures, of course :)

I will blog about this. I will I will I will.
But not today nor tomorrow. Maybe next week? I will try.

I am not lazy!! I still remember My February Resolution. It's just that, the timing is not right.
I'm not giving excuses!! Trust me. Trust me.

I will blog about this. This is a huugeeeee matter to me. A turning point in my life. It's a big deal.

I will I will I will I will blog about this 2 things :)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Just one more day.

Tomorrow will be my last day at ntv7 (technically). Wow, we're there for almost 2 months. Who would've thought huh? Even I can't believe it.

I don't know if I'm happy, or sad. Sometimes, I wish I could close my eyes and when I open it, it will already turned December. And sometimes, I wish I could stop the time and everything around me will stop moving, just so that I can be where I am now.

I am happy there. Although not all the time happy, but most of the time, yes :)

I am very much in disbelief of this fact. The fact that we're almost reaching the end. The ultimate finish line.

Again, WOW.

At times, when I think about tomorrow and what will my future looks like later, I'll stop myself and ignore the thoughts. At times, I am in denial that I'll be free, as free as a bird after this.

But tonight, while I was waiting for the red light to turn green, I was listening to the radio and I heard this song from All American Rejects. There are this particular line that made me smile, automatically, unintentionally....seriously. It was,

"It ends tonight. It ends tonight."

And at that point of the song, I felt serene. Relieved. At peace.

Although I don't want the working part at ntv7 to end, but I do want to end my training with Media Prima..officially, successfully :) InsyaAllah.

Although it may seemed easy, but nobody but US knows how much difficult it is. To shoulder other people's expectation where of course they expect the very best. Expectation from families because of course they want to hear good news. And to shoulder the programme's name - JPEC where of course the people out there wants to see if we're good enough.

It is tiring and also stressful, but I feel appreciated to shoulder this huge amount of expectation from people.

And I'm thankful, to be given this precious opportunity to work there, to produce stories for the news, to meet all of the wonderful people there. It's priceless.

Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Tamatlah riwayat.


(dead apa?)



Omg omg omg banyaknya kerja tak siap lagiiiii! Omg omg omg sempat ke tak nak siapkan ni??? Omg omg omg I don't think I'll survive this battlefield!

Somebody can just kill me now!

Friday, October 15, 2010


Dah hampir sebulan tak update blog.

Entri sebelumnya aku dibayangkan seperti sangat lemah dan tak bersemangat kan?
Mesti ramai rasa, bila dah sebulan menyepi, entri kali ini akan diserikan dengan kegembiraan pula.

Tapi, jujur cakap lah,
Takde apa-apa perubahan yang positif pun sejak sebulan yang berlalu ni.

Masih sama.
Bermasalah sentiasa.
Muram selalu.

Dah tak ingat bila kali terakhir senyum dan gelak dengan ikhlas.

Yup, sorry kawan-kawan.
Selama ni aku ceria dan bergelak ketawa dengan korang, itu semua palsu.

Sekarang, siapa berani cakap aku tak pandai berlakon?


Thursday, September 16, 2010

This Love. This Life.

This blog - I shared everything in here.
My happiness, my sadness, my joyous and proudest moments, my dilemmas - everything.

This blog - it's with me for 3 years now.
My study life, my love and out-of-love life, my intern life, my training life - everything.

I poured a lot of stuff in here.

Hardships in life are everywhere. Same goes to the obstacles faced - they're everywhere.
I may have been bored with all of this drama, but I know that I can't run away from it. It'll always stuck with me - also with every human being in this world.

I used to lead a very boring life - no ups and downs, no dramas, no dilemmas etc.
But now, my life gets more and more interesting by the minute. Doesn't matter if it's happy stuff or sad stuff.

And now, I'm leading such a massive difficulties in my life. I'm sad most of the time, being left heart broken and burdened with all of this crisis and uncertainties - which most of the time sucks, a lot.

But I'm dealing with it, day by day. I'll be okay with it, eventually. (I think)

On second thought, maybe not now. I think it's healthy for me to start mourning and crying my heart out, just to let it all out of my chest. Rather than keeping it all inside, not knowing when will it burst.

Move on? Maybe later.

You, thanks for the memories. Thanks for the experience. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to feel this wonderful feeling, all this while. And, thanks for willing to be a part in my life, even for just a short while.

From the bottom of my heart, Thank You.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

inner crisis

It's almost mid September now.

Wow, 3 weeks had passed. How time flies. And within that time, a lot of things happened. A lot of painful things.
I don't know if I've done anything wrong until I'm being treated this way.

Am I not good enough to people? Am I cruel to them? Have I hurt anybody?

If I have, well then, trust me please, I'm paying my price now. One hell of a price.

I always wonder, don't I deserve a happiness? I used to be very happy with my life, where is it now? Why won't happiness stick with me?

Again, I ask myself, have I done something massive which leads to me experiencing a series of sadness in my life? Have I?

Honestly speaking, NOBODY have EVER treated me nicely. Seriously.

I'm always being placed as the last resort.
I'm forgettable.
I'm not worth it.

I don't deserve all of this.

Why must life be so cruel, unfair and full of hatred?
Can I like give up with this life and choose to have another life instead? Seriously.


Friday, September 10, 2010

Salam Aidilfitri buat semua umat Islam.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

Friday, August 27, 2010

Just so you know.

One thing you need to know about me: I HATE flooding my blog talking about work.

I seriously hate it.
But looking on at my previous posts, yep, work work work was all I talk about.
Sorry, didn't mean to. It's just that my life, currently, revolves around my work.
I spent 80% each day in the office. Sometimes 90%.
My job is all I think about, all the time. 24 hours. I can't help it.

And here I am again, in this blog, talking about (what else?), My Job.

Arghhhh, stress! I hate doing something that I know I hate doing it.

But one more thing that you need to know about me is: I HATE sharing sessions with people.

Ok, it's not exactly pure hate, but I'm actually not good at it.
So instead of having a sharing session with someone which I'm not good at, I'm doing my very own version of sharing session with this blog. (Just for the sake of needing to let it out)

I know, lame huh?

But the good part is, if you've been reading this blog religiously since I first started back in 2007, you are actually one step closer to know the REAL Sarah Abdullah.
The real me. The original thoughts of mine. My fear. My dislikes. My worries. My happiness. Everything.

It's not that knowing me well is such a big deal, but if you are a frequent reader of mine, that means you actually care, right?
Gosh, I'm being lame again. Or absurd.

Like Kak Wawa (our editor) said, "Always be humble. Remember our nawaitu, that's very important."

Yes, I will always remember that. And positivity all the way, InsyaAllah.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

On-job training.

I am doing my on-job training now, since yesterday.
Honestly speaking, it is so tiring but at the same time, I'm loving the new experience.
All the way through Ramadhan, me and the rest of the JPEC team will have to break our fast in the office because we have to stay here until the main news ended.
It's not exactly compulsory but that just shows your level of dedication in this job. And since I don't have any problem with going home late, I stayed.
In fact, all of us did.

For your information, we have our own JPEC blog. Actually, we are required to create one.
So for our on-job training, since we have 26 people altogether in the team, each one of us have to post about our day. One people each day.
So I've just shared my second day in news room in the JPEC blog, and I'm so lazy to repeat the same thing in here.

If you are an amazing stalker, which I know you are, go and Google our blog. (That is if you want to read my experience lah, if not, then no need).

Goodnight everyone. It's sleeping time and I want to have my own sweet sweet rest :)
Sorry for the short post. So tired now.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

After a month.

It has been almost a month since I join this programme.
Almost a month we've been crammed in the HR Training Room, learning a lot of things about the broadcasting and journalism world.
Almost a month my FB has been flooded with a lot of tagged photos of our journey.

What happen after this?

After one month, it's time for our on-job training and we'll be segregated to different TV channels (TV3, ntv7, 8tv or TV9).
Oh how nervous I am.
It's like going through internship all over again! And having to prove to everyone that I'm capable and good enough for this.
Sorry to say, but that is so tiring.

I dare to say that the idea of quitting had occurred in each one of our minds.
But it was blocked with a lot of positive words poured at us by the trainers.
So we stayed and will always think positive.

And I am not a quitter. I used to be one, yes..but not anymore and never will be again.

Haih. Come on strength! Come on power! Come on high self-esteem! Come to momma pleaseee!

(few minutes later)

Yes, I believe in myself. I'd gone through worse and I still stand strong.
I should do the same with this one.


Btw, Happy Ramadhan everyone.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Our Jeram Besu trip :)

Looking back at my previous post, I know I dreaded going to Jeram Besu. But at the same time, I know I'll have a wonderful time there.

I was wrong.

I regretted dreading to go there. Because myself and the rest of team had a splendid time! I dreaded to go home actually, all of us did.
We were treated like family - all of the friendly, warm and helpful people, the magnificent food (seriously), the breathtaking view, and the fresh fresh air.

Once in a while, I needed that kind of environment. All of them are so kind and generous. Although 4 days was so short but we bonded together beautifully.

And of course, the experience was priceless. I did things that I never did before, and I overcome my fear - my fear of heights, my fear of water just because I don't know how to swim.
Although I was the slowest person to get through all of that, but at the end of the day, I did it. All of it. And I'm proud of myself.

I feel indebted to all of the wonderful people (JPEC team & Jeram Besu team) for being so patient and for helping me throughout these 4 days.

Again, I had a great time. Up until today, we never shut up about how fun it was there. I miss all of the people there, and the environment.

InsyaAllah, if I may and when I have the opportunity, I wanna go there again :)

Yang penting, boleh melantak durian banyak-banyak!

Abseiling. That's not me up there btw.

With Capt Hasnol - the funniest captain ever!

We did it! With JPEC team + Jeram Besu team

Celebrate Sri, Syawal & Priya's birhtday during karaoke night.

ps: I'll upload more photos of our great memories there later. It's not with me yet :)

Monday, August 2, 2010


Off to Jeram Besu, Pahang for our teambuilding session.

Honestly speaking, I'm seriously dreading for it. But I'm positive that I'll have the best time of my life there. It's all about experience, and having fun :)

Wish me luck and pray for me! See you all in 4 days!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Tomorrow is the time where everything will make a difference.
In life. Perspective. And Friendship.

How I wish I'm important enough. To you.

Masa depan.

Tiga bulan lagi.

Saya tahu sebelum ni dah ada posting yang tertulis 'Tiga bulan lagi."
Dan saya juga tahu, seorang wartawan tak boleh ada repetition bila menulis berita.

Tapi saya mahu buat peringatan pada diri sendiri, bahawa masa yang tinggal hanyalah Tiga bulan lagi.

Sarah, tolong hargai masa yang ada itu.

Bila banyak hari-hari dah berlalu, kadang-kadang saya rasa saya dah banyak merugikan masa. Merugikan masa dengan melebihkan hal-hal lain yang lebih tertumpu pada diri sendiri.

Padahal masa itu terus berjalan. Dan masa yang tinggal dah berkurangan.

Bagaimana dengan saya?

Thursday, July 22, 2010


dan schedule teramat sangatlah pack.

But I'm luvin every single of it :)

Ilmu sangat berharga bukan?

ps: Will update this blog on the weekends only. That's the only time I don't have any classes :)

pps: I miss a lot of people! I hope they miss me too :D

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Just believe.

Please ignore my previous emotional post. Those type of feelings will come and go. Today is a brand new day, and I'm looking ahead with full positivity.

For the first time in the last few months of my jobless life, I've found the strength to drag myself to go for an interview. And so I did. It was 2 days ago, and waking up early morning was tough man! Considering I've gotten used to woke up quite late and have nothing to worry about.

The interview was quite tough. The questions they asked were mainly about current issues, and literally my mouth was hanging open! I was clueless. Clueless for this rusty old brain of mine.

But we've managed to answer every question successfully. As long as it does make sense!
They provided us with a lot of essays to write, IQ test, grammar test and some translations to do. With all of that need to be done, we stayed there from morning til 6pm. That was one heck of an interview!

But all of that, totally worth it. You wanna know why? Because I got the job :)

Okay okay, it's not exactly a job. It is actually a programme that will teach us how to be a good reporter. But whatever it is, I still count that as a job.

I'm happy, of course. Although it's nothing compared to my other friends who already have a proper job with really high salary, but who cares?
Yes, salary is important, but maybe it's not that important to me..for now.
Because I wanna improve myself first and then maybe I will consider on getting a higher salary.

But in the mean time, I'm happy with whatever I have now.
Syukur Alhamdulillah.

I told you, kalau rezeki tu memang untuk kita, takkan ke mana punya. Kan?

Friday, July 9, 2010

Lima tahun usia persahabatan cukup diambil mudah oleh mereka.

Padahal, ia sungguh bermakna buat saya.

Mana pergi semua kawan-kawan yang dulu selalu ada waktu susah?

Tiga bulan lagi.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Baking Life.

OHH sungguh addicted main Baking Life! It's so freaking weird and I feel embarrassed of myself!

Gosh. I started to open my virtual bakery with only 5 friends playing but now I have 15 friends already! Haha gila.

Kalau Lina tahu ni, sure dah digelak-gelakkan. Coz she's the one persuaded me to play this thingy.
And me being all adult and matured, I said to her, "Ish, tak main lah game-game nih!"
And look at me now. Already level 18 baby :D HAHA.
And I already have my high-tech cash register which costs me 20,000 coins. Crazy eh?

I guess I'm connecting with my inner child (??).

Wtv, because I don't bake in actual life, just lemme enjoy life by baking in the virtual one. *grin*

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Quite a number of people always said to me that friends whom we met during our university days are the one that will always stick with us no matter what and they are our true friends. The friendship are not easily broken and it will last until our working days and so on.

I used to believe in that.

But now when I'm done with my studying era, as I recall back, there are so little of them that I can call my true friend now. So little.

I used to have a lot of friends who I truly loved and cherished. But not anymore.
They are still my friends, but it will never be the same.

I had fun during my Diploma days. I love every moment of it. I met a lot of wonderful people that time.

But during my Degree, those wonderful people turned out to be not that wonderful anymore.

Yes, I loathed every single bit of my Degree days. I made a lot of stupid mistakes which I shouldn't. I have a lot of regrets.
I shouldn't trust people easily. I shouldn't lend a helping hand to those who didn't deserve my help. I regretted it.

So, I'm bidding farewell now to the friendship that I loathed most.
Thanks for making my heart ache.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Not so much of a quickie update.

I'm not lazy but apparently I couldn't find the proper words to talk about.
There are a lot of things happen in my life, but currently I'm not in the mood to share to everyone about it.
And you know what happens, once I've been delaying to blog about some things, I will most probably won't talk about it at all.

But just to update one thing that I've mentioned in a couple of my previous posts: Yes, my parents have arrived safe and sound last Tuesday (that is last week).

And how happy I am to welcome them home. Considering the next few days after their arrival, my housing area has been experiencing a series of blackout in the middle of the night. And how thankful I am because I did not experience any blackout scene when they're still in Tganu and I was alone at home. Phewwww!

Anyhoo, it's the World Cup fever now and I am a true Spain fan!
How upset I was when they lost to Switzerland but of course I regained my confidence when they beat Honduras. And now, only one team left for them to beat which is Chile and they'll book their spot into the 2nd round.
Here's to HOPE. Cheers!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

All that waiting, ain't worth it.

But still, I am so over the moon with my result.
Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Diploma? Check.
Degree? Hell yeah check!

My result? With flying colors where purple conquered most of the colors :)

Friday, June 11, 2010

UiTM, Usaha Takwa Muliaaaa.

You know what I hate the most about my uni?

I. Hate. The. Freakin. Website.

It's so slow! Whenever we have to login to the system to register our subjects or to check our results, we will always be entertained by "Internet Explorer cannot display the webpage."

Okay fine, UiTM have a lot of students, reaching to hundreds of thousands of people. But if you want to have an intake that huge, you have to prepare the system effectively.

I've been trying to check my result since yesterday, from evening til 3.30am! But still, failed.

Same goes with today - from morning up til now. And I am so frustrated. I'm so bored clicking the 'Refresh' button for the umpteenth time and still get the same answer, "IE cannot blah blah blah".

I love my uni with all my heart, but after 5 years of going through the same process, I'm sick of it.

And and, my friends are able to check theirs, what's the problem with my freakin Internet? I know I can ask someone else to check for me, but I refused.

Because..this is my final semester. The End of my Degree era. I want to embrace the moment of checking my result for the last time and I don't want to ruin that by asking somebody else to check mine.

But but this??! Ugh.

And don't you dare tell me to 'Bersabarlah' and 'Cuba lagi' and say that 'all the waiting, will be worth it'. Crap.

My mother who is in Tganu right now is also very eager to know my result. And of course I'm excited to give her a call and blurted out my result. But, I can't.

Benciiiiii engkauuuuuu Student Portal Gerbang Maklumat Pelajar. Bungok.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

One whole week. Are you ready?

Wow. I woke up so early today, and it's just so surreal :P

I slept around 3.30am coz I watched Australia's Next Top Model with Dee right before that. And I woke up around 6.30am, due to some difficulties hehehe. (hanya aku yang tahu) And I failed to resume my sleeping since.

Out of all days, why must it be today? I need a lot of energy today.

My parents are going back to Tganu this afternoon. Approximately after lunch and Zuhur prayer.
Moi? No. I'm not tagging along, and I don't know why. I guess I'm lazy to endure the long journey. So I'll be staying with Dee - just the 2 of us - for the whole week!

But knowing Dee and her working schedule, I'll be home alone most of the time.
Scary okay, scaryyyyyy~

I know I should start making plans with friends so that they could accompany me when I'm alone (preferably at night, coz I'm braver when there's sunlight), but I don't know. I still don't have any plans for the whole week!

I know I shouldn't be whining like a baby. And I know I should be independent but..HELLO staying alone at home until 2am++ (if she's working night shift)?? I'm not brave for that!

Normally, my other sisters will crash at our house to accompany us but they're not going to this time coz my my 1st bro-in-law will be working from home and the 2nd had taken leave, so of course they'll be much comfy at their own house.
I don't have a prob with that. I can manage (I think).

And having a boyfriend who lives soo far away (in KL) is sooo not helping! I wish he will come back & forth to accompany me here, but no high hopes for that though. T_T

But but, I do have a few plans up in my sleeves. Some of them are:
  • Get a new haircut - which had been postponed multiple times!
  • Go for a jog - with Intan or Afidah, but if they're not available, go alone.
  • Go to Subang Parade to buy aerobic or dancing DVDs - coz I'll be all alone, there's no shame for that.
  • Spring cleaning the whole house - I'll do that next week, coz when they're home, the house will be all shiny and clean ;)
  • Do the laundry - seriously.
Yeap, and say goodbye to home-cooked meal (coz I couldn't be bothered to cook) and hello to tapau-ing and delivery and drive thru! :D

And I'll miss my parents especially Mama this whole week. Hope they have a lot of fun and rest over there.
Please pray for their safety departure and arrival. Amin :)

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Ooohh, I hear wedding bells!

This post is dedicated to my ex-housemate and my forever friend, Zainah Idris aka Ena.

2 years ago, I've written something about her in this blog. To refresh your memory or if you've missed it, please click this link:

Minggu lepas (21 Mei), dia telah sah menjadi seorang isteri. Seorang isteri kepada boyfriendnya sejak kami di Semester 1.
Betul la kata orang, 'putus hubungan beribu kali pun, tapi kalau benar ada jodoh takkan ke mana.'

I truly believe that now.

This is so surreal. Don't get me wrong, but I just can't believe it.
Ena..Ena..Ena. Sudah kahwin dia. Wow, too much memory that we've shared together. Too much.

She was the original 5-4-6 (July 2005).

Being a girl who had just left high school and just started to experience real independent life, we always ask each other this question:

"Agak-agak siapa antara kita akan kahwin dulu ye?"

I was 17 (ikut bulan), I will shriek with embarrassment when they ask me that question. For me, it was too soon for them to pop 'that' question.
Sometimes we will hang out at the balcony facing the hills yang belum digondol that time, while eating jambu air that ema brought from her house, and we will throw random guess who will get married first.

Among the favorite nominees were Ema (considering she's older), Fatin (coz she said she wanna get married at 23) and ME (that time my target is 24 yrs). Haha because I didn't see MY future clearly yet, and coz my sisters got married when they're 24 as well. Shame to me, I know.

But, who would have guessed that among us 8, Ena will be the first.
Ena yang terpaling kuat tidur and kuat makan tu, getting married with her boyfriend / bestfriend.
How sweet. Love is definitely sweet!

I'm so happy for her :) Happy sampai pergi cari her wedding present pun extremely happy. Happy sampai wrap her present pun extra slow coz I want it to look perfect! Although it's small.

Today (May 30th), me, Anas and a bunch of our Diploma classmates will make Ulu Yam too crowded coz we're attending her wedding reception.
God knows where's the dewan. I've tried Google Map but to no avail, no luck at all.
Conclusion is, BANTAI SAJE. InsyaAllah, jumpa la.


Dining hall; waiting for our burger! Haha

Yess, we love sandwiches!

She posed like that knowing I wanna snap her pics!

Alhamdulillah :D

Selamat Pengantin Baru Dak Ina and Wan!
Moga kekal bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.
Congratulations :D

Sunday, May 23, 2010


Kalau rezeki itu ditakdirkan untuk kita, akan ia melekatlah pada kita.
Percaya itu sudah cukup.

Tak perlu nak bertanding siapa yang lagi hebat.
Orang yang dilihat tersenyum manis, duk menggoyang kaki itu, mungkin lagi besar dan hebat masalah menimpa.
Tiada orang tahu. Tiada orang ambil peduli.

Jadi kesimpulannya?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Great times are meant to be shared.

Looks like I seem to be quite lost for words lately I don't know why. But these things happen once in a while, right?

So I don't want to say much but our trip to Genting the other day was really really FUN. We had a splendid time :)


Let's do that again! To other venues, of course :D
(Just a few pictures, for the memory. Others are not for public viewing.) :P

Sunday, May 9, 2010

And, my wish came TRUE! :))))
(refer to my previous post)

Friday, May 7, 2010


Wednesday, May 5, 2010


This is Ain, Lina's lil sis.

Sangat daring budak ni.
She always ask me, "Bila Taya nak kahwin dengan Uncle Anas?"
*gelak besar*

Auww rindu zaman gigi rongak dulu. I still remember when either me or Dee had a missing tooth, my other siblings will say, "Gigi rongak, syoookkkk!" (In loghat Tganu of course) :P

Now it's your turn, Ain :) She loves to smile that way, I know she's proud of her rongak-ness. She should be. Go on, rock that look Ain Batrisyia!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Go on, have your rest, Facebook.

I hate being the only person who are left not knowing about certain details or updates about people.
Because I used to know everything. Seriously, EVERYTHING.

I guess that's the pros when you have a FB or any social networking sites, you will know and aware about other people's lives.

Chatting with Pai was like a breath of fresh air! She informed me a few new updates about my friends and I suddenly realized that I am totally unaware about it.
And they didn't even crossed my mind since the day I have decided to give my FB a rest.

Nobody really knows the real reason why I did that to my FB.
Heck, I don't even know my OWN reason.

But I am sure there are one.
And that reason must be a powerful one to make me abandon my Sorority Life which I played religiously just to buy new outfits.
No more updates about my friends and families.
No more viewing my tagged photos.
And I have taken such a great risk for my actions because I know there are certain people who thought they have been blocked.

*laughs* I won't block you, unless you gave me a reason to do that to you.

For the last time, I have my own reason and my FB will return from her holiday soon. (And yes, I purposely addressed my FB as a 'her'.)

Til then, follow me at

Saturday, May 1, 2010

stick sticky stickers.


You are always there for me. Appreciate it loads.
I love you all sangat sangat sangat tau!

Please stick with me. *okay, cue background lagu I'm Sticking With You - OST Juno :P*
Aku tahu yang Amai tahu lagu tu :D :D

Monday, April 26, 2010







and again,

(no offence to the boyfriends or scandals etc)


Anyone up for it???
(att: besties and kesayangans)

Saturday, April 24, 2010


Tiada apa yang lebih penting untuk diharapkan, cuma aku berdoa sangat moga dijauhkan segala kesukaran dalam hidup dan kelemahan dalam hati.

Macam-macam dugaan yang menimpa sekarang ni.
Banyak sungguh masalah yang datang.

Pilihan yang ada kat depan mata, susah betul nak memilih.

Aku nak melangkah ke tahap seterusnya, tapi tak tahu lah. Masih belum bersedia.
Banyak perkara yang perlu ditimbang baik buruk dulu.
Tak mahu esok-esok akan menyesal, bukan?

InsyaAllah, segala yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Why must it become harder and harder?

“Never ruin an apology with an excuse.”
- Kimberly Johnson

Because frankly, I don't need excuses. I only need the TRUTH.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Still hot for an ancient old lady :P

While I was waiting for my niece, Lina, outside of her school which used to be my primary school as well, I suddenly remember that I welcomed Lina into my life when I was in Standard 5.

Can you believe it? I have shouldered this 'makcik' role when I was 11 years old.

At that age, although I didn't have the courage to carry her around, but me and my sister was the one who took care of her when she was little.
We used to sit beside Lina's baby cot and play 'Speed' game and we would restrain ourselves from screaming 'Speed' when we were winning, so that we won't disturb Lina's peaceful nap.

During the weekends, we will be missing her so much until my sister will drove to her house just to play with her. Or sometimes we took her out to shopping mall.
And we will make a huge detour just to avoid McDonald's because whenever Lina caught a glimpse of McD, she will say 'Arnold, Arnold' and won't stop until we buy her fries.

That was 12 years ago. Lina is in Standard 6 now. OMG, I'm ancient!
She will sit for her UPSR examination in a few months time, then off she go to secondary school.

Now, she is the one who will accompany me to Subang Parade when I'm bored, or be my driving partner when I need to drive to the shop to buy some groceries.

I can hear her shout 'Tayaaaa!' when she saw me waiting outside her school. Then we walk back home together and Lina excitedly told me about her day. She grew so fast!

She's active in school, and is a great runner. She was in Top 10 for her 'Merentas Desa'. Her skin is few shades darker now due to her school activities. Dee calls her 'Burned Chocolate Brownie'. Jahat kan? I know. But somehow, Lina loves that nickname. Haha.

As of 2010, I now have 6 nieces and 3 nephews. And I love all of them so much.

Frankly, I miss having a baby around the house. I love their smell. Who's baby is it gonna be next? Or is it gonna be mine?

HAHA. Just kidding!

Lina and Dee, taken last year.

Lina, when she was 8 years old.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Make it go away. Shuuuhh!

Bila lah aku ni nak jadi penyabar macam dia?
Haih. Jahat sangatlah budak Sarah nih.

There's a lot of things that I can learn from him, but somehow I failed miserably in learning anything.

I don't want to give the 'It's that time of the month' type of excuse but I hate myself for continuously throwing tantrums at him.
He don't deserve it.

I need to change. For the better.

Have to control this temper. Wait, scratch that. Not only control, but to get RID of it, ALL of it.
Have to, have to, have to.

MasyaAllah, Sarah.
Selawat banyak-banyak, istighfar selalu.


Monday, April 12, 2010

Waste of time.

What's the point of missing you if I receive nothing in return?

Friends are flowers in the garden of life.

5 Azam 2004 Reunion.
10th April 2010, 8pm.
Flaming Steamboat Restaurant, Sunway.

After leaving SMKSJ for 6 years, this is what we've become.

Although not all could come that day, but we still had a wonderful time with our classmates. We shared a lot of sweet sweet and bitter memories back in 2004, and as everyone took their own path after high school, this is the first time we met since we bid our farewell.

And this is what we used to look back then :)

“No road is long with good company.”

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Four days.

Four days.
I know it's a short period of time; but it's long enough for me.

I can deal with not seeing him for four days or maybe longer.
But I can't deal with the lack of communication between us.
Texting only a couple of times for a whole day is such a torture.

I know this is one of the obstacles of being apart from one another, and I know I should be strong.
I know the situation could be much more complicated than this in the future, and I know I should prepare myself.

I am prepared. I am strong. I can handle this long distance.

But I can't help myself from feeling so restless, worried, weak, emotional and missing him so much.

I don't know how you people out there could stand being in the different country or continent from your loved ones.
But I do know, after going through all of this, I salute you :) Seriously.

Four days should be a piece of cake for me.
A day had passed; and although up until now I don't know what will happen for the next three days, but I do know whatever happens I am still here waiting for you to come back home.

Be safe. Will always pray for you :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Dean. List. Award.

I know you guys mean well when you popped me that question.
I know you guys thought I get that 'title' like I did last time.

But looking at my performance previously, I don't deserve to get it, you know.
Compare to all of you who have worked so hard, I am not like you.
I procrastinate a lot and at the end I did everything the simplest I can just to finish the thing.

But I accept the result as positively as I can, because to me, it's not too bad.
I'm still thankful with it.

I'm happy with your achievement, seriously I do.
But different people keep on asking me the same question, I just can't take it anymore.

So let me clear the air once and for all...

So stop asking me if I'm going to the ceremony tomorrow and what will I wear.

Because, of course, I'm not going kan.

But I am seriously happy with you all, my classmates. Congratulations.

Sarah the ex-intern.

Yesterday (technically) was the end of my four-month internship.

The End. Finish. Fin. Selesai.

As much as I know I should have been happy and overjoyed, but somehow, I feel nothing.
Of course I'm relieved for it to be done successfully (to me), but I feel average.

I was like,
"Yep, last day..." *look around awkwardly* *senyum senget*

That was my dialogue when people came up to me and say, "Hey, last day kan?"

However, I've been waiting eagerly for that finito moment to arrive. I know I'll miss the environment, and also (some of) the people there, and of course, the workloads as well.
I will be super happy if they assign something for me. Rather than sitting in office, trying to figure out what should I do, and sitting restlessly for not having any work while others are busy finishing theirs.
So yes, I was happy to be busy. At least I know, I was needed there.

I was a bit in awe because I could not believe that it had actually over.
Hey, no longer an attachment. I'm attach free! :D

No longer people place you at the bottom level just because you're an intern.
And we (the interns) get that a lot.

After this,
  • No more calling the office at 10.30pm - 11pm to check for assignments and will go like "Oh damn! Takde assignment!"
  • No more coming in the office fearing this one particular lady to scold me for coming in late with her usual line "You're an intern. You must come in at 9am." Fish!
  • No more briefing the O.C (officer-in-charge) and got worried if he/she ask for more information which I don't have.
  • No more have to wait for hours to see the status of my story to 'To Clear'.
  • No more have to experience almost heart attack when they shouted 'SARAH!' which was a sign of them editing my story and there's something they did not understand.
and yada yada yada.

But I'll miss the people most. There's a few people which I really really enjoy and appreciate the friendship :) Hope they feel the same way too.

Anyways, I'll be focusing on finishing my report and of course, have to mengadap a pile of Star newspapers because I want to cut out all of my articles. For my own personal collection.

And most importantly, I will have a lot of time up in my sleeves after this (which I lurve).
And it's time for me to master those skills which I said I need to master.

Yeah, you can do this :D

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I got my head and my heart on the dancefloor.

Dee dah upload the Terengganu pictures.
Go and check it out at my FB okay, FRIENDS!

My tummy is not in the greatest condition today. Somehow, my tummy could not behave well and it's very annoying!
Mahu baring saja, so that the pain could go away.

One day down, and seriously today I feel like the clock ticking so s l o w l y ...
Super mengantuk, super lazy and super sakit perut. Major perfect combination.
Uu yeah.

I think I need to create my own checklist.
List of stuff to do during my era to become the greatest penanam anggur ever born!
Lots of ideas in my mind but suddenly reality strikes - whether it's a good idea or will my parents give their full blessing with my plans.
Haih, this is the sucky part when you are still under jagaan your own parents.

But I still wanna make sure ALL my plans to work! (if not all, then some of it la)
And most importantly, of course, my major mission during my so-called era is:

To master all important skills which is needed for me to master

And no, you don't need to know about those skills. Unless you beg for it. Hehe.

Ops, too bad I changed my mind.
Beg til you drop but I ain't telling!! :P

Gah! I think I'm crazy. I blame it on the sugar.

H untuk Home.


Gosh. Feels so good to be home.
But I do miss Terengganu so much. Although I hate the painfully hot weather, but thank God for the 24-hour-aircond-terpasang at our hotel/apartment room, I don't really experience the sweaty badan melekit condition :) me like.

Lazy and not in the story telling mood about the trip, but whatever it is, I enjoyed myself at the family gathering last Saturday (13th Mar).

You can view the pictures later in my FB when my 2 sisters dah upload (which is God knows when)

Need to do some research bout my tomorrow's assignment then I wanna go to zzz.
(sangat sangat sangat sangat malas nak kerjaaaaaaaaaa!)
Argh. In denial mode. Can't believe my 5 days off is overrrrr. Cis burger.

It's okay.
Countdown: Exactly 9 more days :))

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Dating dengan penyu ;P

Today was somewhat a great day.
Greeted with a bundle of surprises.

Guess who pick me up from office today??
My Abang :D How shock I am seeing him. But of course, happy at the same time :D

(Jangan fikir bukan-bukan haa when I said 'My Abang'. It's my read Abang lar who lives in Kedah :P)

And there's another surprise as well.
Came in a huge package of grey and blue-ish. HAHA.

Excited but somehow, I feel nothing.

Well anyways, my five-day-off starts tomorrow and I am super excited!
Wait for me oh holiday.

I'm gonna have all the fun I can get tomorrow and yes, I'll miss YOU!

Then on Friday, off I go back to Terengganu with Dee.
Flight is at 2pm. Anyone care to hantar me and wave at me at the 'anjung tinjau'?
Ouch ouch, haha.

And will be back to beloved Subang Jaya on Monday morning. InsyaAllah.

Please pray for me, my siblings and my parents.
May all of us will have a safe journey :) Amin.

As of now, I need to pack my bag as I'm passing all my luggage to my parents who will go back Terengganu tomorrow morning :)
And FYI, I seriously sangat yang amat BENCI packing.

*looking at the empty luggage placed at the corner of my room*

Gosh. I have to start packing now. Have to, have to.
Gtg darls. See you Monday.

Monday, March 1, 2010

and then, comes March :)

It's March already. I seriously could not believe it. I have been interning at The Star for 3 months already.
And I know I keep on saying at Sharon that I don't want to count the days but I really wanna share this fact:


How pleasant that feeling is.
When you don't really take note when you will be done with it but then you suddenly realized that this is your final month there!
I still remember on December when I was browsing through the roster, I didn't even go to the February part because it just felt so far awayyy.
Who would have thought..FEB DAH HABIS WEIII! :D

I have mixed feelings about this.
People always ask me,

"How do you find The Star?"
"Are you happy being there?"
"So do you want to work there?"
"You want to be a journalist after this?"

all those stuff lar.

To tell you the truth, I haven't thought about "What's next?" yet.
I just want to focus what I am doing now and when I'm finally done with this, then I think I will came up with something.
I'll think of something, I'm sure.

But one thing for sure,

and I'm serious.

But nevermind, let's just wait and see, shall we?
I will always think positive and try my best. InsyaAllah.

Anyways, I am so thankful to have my intern friend Sharon with me. Maybe because we are the only two interns left, so every day we'll try our best not to left one another behind.
Just like today :)

Thank you Sharon Chew for willing to switch terminals with me although you have weather to do.
Thank you Sharon Chew for coming back to accompany me waiting for my dad although you can go home early, and have dinner early as well.

:)) Thank you!!

PS: I'm so glad that my February resolution sangat menjadi. No malas-malas mode to update blogggg :D

Saturday, February 27, 2010

shame shame lah!

Aku rasa aku dah di-block oleh someone kat FB. I dunno why, tapi aku rasa marah sangat!
Boleh aje aku nak block dia jugak, tapi bila fikir balik, I have nothing to hide and segala benda yang aku share kat FB tu semua memang public stuff, so why bother?

Maybe dia ingat aku ni kepochi sangat nak tahu hal-hal dia kot?
Haha kasihan. Dia yang kepochi nak tahu hal orang pastu dia ingat orang lain pun kepochi nak tahu hal dia.
You know what, aku tak berminat langsung nak tahu pasal hal dia.
Sebab all these while, bukan aku yang tanya but dia sendiri yang bagitahu every single thing that happen dalam hidup dia.

So, as a conclusion, I will just let it be.
To that someone, shame on you. Umur dah tua tapi perangai cam budak-budak lagi.
Rasanya dia dah culture shock with technology, almaklum la, budak baru belajar.

To my other half, balik la cepat. Rindu youuu! <3

Sunday, February 21, 2010

ONE :)

One week after Valentine's Day, which is on 21st February last year, that is the date where me and Anas have finally become an item. It was the best and happiest moment in my life.
I was a bit shocked as it happen so fast.

I still remember on Valentine's Day last year, I went to Induction Day at my faculty, organized by my juniors.
Coincidentally, Anas have a meeting at faculty so he drop by. We were still friends that time.

I remember that day because after the event, me Anas Amai Adda and Syawal went lepak at Kedai Kopi. We sat there talking about lots of thing for a few hours. From evening til night. After that we chilled at Dataran Shah Alam, usha-ing people play football. Those were the days where I'm still unsure and confused about my relationship with Anas.

On the 20th, me Amai Adda Fariza Pooya and Najib went karaoke at Quality Hotel. We had the best time of our lives. Singing all sort of songs, dancing shamelessly and laughing like crazy.

Few minutes before midnight, I talked to Anas on the phone. One thing led to another, TADAAAA...sudah official :) I checked the time, it was 12:03am, which means it's already 21st Feb.

When I told the rest whom I've abandoned at the karaoke room, they reacted just the way I've expected: screaming with joy with a lot of "Yay!"s and gave me a hug, and we continued singing.

Today, our relationship had turned to one year old. How fast time flies. I can still remember every single time we spend together and who would have thought it had happen since last year.

We have gone through a lot. Sadness, happiness, anger, jealousy, frustrated, chirpy, ting-tong, ecstatic etc. You name it. Every busyness and not able to spend a lot of time together and a lot of quick lepak asalkan dapat jumpa, but we are still standing strong.

Never crossed in my mind to give up with him or never am I got bored nor tired of him. NEVER, and I am serious. I didn't say this just to show how great we are, but I am telling the truth.

But, there's still a long way to go, and this is only the beginning. But I am confident that no matter what, we will always be with each other, cheering and supporting each other and always there for one another.

Through thick and thin, we will always be as one. This is the one relationship that I will always cherish and treasure, til the end. There's no words to describe how I felt for him, and he knows it.

This is the first one-year-relationship-anniversary that I've celebrated my whole life, so of course I'm excited.

Today is important to me and I want to share my very-happy-moment-as-high-up-in-the-sky with everyone, in this blog.

Pray for us, and always be happy for us.
Because we are so happy with each other.

During the Induction Day :)

21st Feb 2009 :)

Celebrate his birthday last year.

First attempt to Genting: FAIL! Went
KLCC instead.

Kat Genting :D Waiting our turn to
ride the go kart.

Happy Anniversary my love, my TAAB :)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

feeling totally kaputt.

Well, I took MC for 2 days. My first time taking MC after two and a half months of intern. It's not that I want to, but I have to.
And today is my off day. So basically, I'm not working for 3 days.
Wah should be heaven for me, to be able to relax at home. But actually, it's not.
Fever is treating me very badly. And cough, and sore throat, and flu.

With my condition of dislikeness of taking medicine seriously didn't make things better.
I hate taking meds. Always have the imagination of puking everytime I see it.
And, I will stare at you with the most weirdest look on my face if I see u swallow those meds with plain water. Cause I know I will fail miserably doing that.

Anyhoo, today is a new day and I am feeling much MUCH better when I woke up than yesterday.

I feel....quite good :)
But, I still have to finish my antibiotics. The pills are gigantic! I seriously feel like the doctor really want to torture me :(

I'll try to have my good rest today as it is my last day of relaxing.

To Anas,
Thanks for teman-ing me to clinic :) And also thank you for giving me a lot of encouragement and endlessly forcing me to swallow down those hateful meds.
If you still love me after have to go through all of the gedikness of 'tak suka la ubat ni' or 'tanak lah makan!' or 'nak muntah dah ni!' or 'perlu ke makan?' or 'kenapa diorang ni cipta ubat ni besar sangat??', then I know you love me enough :)

I know I have a lot of weird 'perangai' when it comes to taking meds, which I know certain people knows it.

PS: To the other 4 interns, is it necessary for me to post a list of '10 happiest moment in my life'? I don't remember agreeing to post those stuff, HAHAHAHA!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Not a great CNY.

Yesterday, I got home quite late which leads to me having this cough and sore throat all day today, which such a torture!

It's CNY and there aren't a lot of assignments (and journalists) today. Up until noon, there were only 5 people. Which leads to the OC belanja me McD (haha).
I have a 2.30pm assignment, covering the CNY babies at Pantai Hospital. I went there feeling so high spirited as I was so bored staying at the office with no work.

How surprise I was when the hospital's PR told me that someone from Metro desk had came earlier and interviewed all of the proud mommys and daddys.
So I called the office and told them the whole situation and guess what she said ...

"In that case, you should just come back to the office."

I was frustrated! Today was an unproductive day for me.

So I get back to the office and I was assigned to do the same old, same old. (no, not weather because its press holiday so no newspaper)
But I have to process a press release about Ops Sikap and key in assignment for tomorrow (which there are only 1 assignment!)

The good thing is, I get to go home early. But the downside of it is,


and sore throat and cough.

But what I have noticed when I key in the assignment was,


Darn it.
So that means, all of us don't have any events to attend then!
I'm sure we have to do follow-up and processing press release again. Haih.

But, tomorrow is still hazy for me, depending on my condition.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

steam to the boat.

Had dinner at Johnny's Summit USJ today with Mama, Dee and Anas.
Omg I've been craving for steamboat for such a long time.
I know there are a lot of steamboat restaurants around, but my eyes are set for Johnny's SAHAJA.
I don't wanna some place else.

And, all of that wait and all of that crave:

I ate like nobody's business.

(Although I was a bit nervous because it was the first time I had dinner with Mama and Anas at the same table. HAHA)
But everything was okay, of course. Silly me for feeling so nervous :P

Yesterday, although part of the day time was a bit frustrating, but overall it was PERFECT.
Actually, every moment spent with you, is gonna be perfect. I just knew it.

Anyways, have you guys heard of Pepper Lunch before? It's at Sunway Pyramid.
The other day, we were drooling like crazy when we saw the menu so we have decided to try it out.
The end result = FANTASTIC!
Totally no regret. Go ahead, and try it out!
(Although I was a bit turned off when I saw tauge at some of the menu, but there's still other options to choose from. No sweat.)

This is mine : Japanese Curry Rice with Beef (or something like that)

Rice + Beef + Curry (Gravy-ish)

Anas with his odd smile (sengaja buat!)
Budak tak reti guna chopstick. HAHA :P


What about you? :P

Wednesday, February 3, 2010


Went out bonding with the other interns for 2 days in a row!
It was awesome.

Actually, we always bond in the office, but it's the first time we went out and letting our hair down after such a stressful day in the office.
So it was nice.

Today, we went to Tropicana City Mall for dinner.
At first we wanna go someplace else (which i dont remember the name already, only remember there's the word 'hainanese' and 'chicken chop'), but we couldn't find it *sad*
Maybe it's under construction or something.

So we settled to go to 'Otak-Otak Place'. That's the second time I've been there, and mind you, the place is like super cute!
Totally triggered back childhood memories.

The reason I said that because...

Every table have a Happy Family card (remember the game?) where we can play it while waiting for our orders.
There's also the penutup botol, yang people always main lambung-lambung tu. Am not really good at it, so am not really good to explain about it lar. But I hope u guys get the gist of my explanation lar :P
There's congkak, guli, old textbooks, videotape, basikal.
Also have TORA (!!!) cool huh.
And most importantly, the menu is like the school's buku latihan. The chocolate one.

So cute.

Then after that, we all lepak-ing at Starbucks, eating the Marble Cheesecake while gossiping like nobody's business. HAHA. Sangat nyummy okay (the cake + gossip). Love it!

I've captured a few pics lar, later-later I upload it. Haven't transfer it yet.
(bukan malas lar) but it's already 1am, and I have morning assignment tomorrow at KL Sentral. Most probably gonna take the KTM only, much easier!!

So goodnight everyone!

Sunday, January 31, 2010

My February Resolution.

So today I have came up with my own 'February Resolution'.

I know it's a little too late because everyone make their resolution during new year, but well, I guess I'm a bit late choosing my resolution.

Anyway, my resolution is nothing interesting or outstanding.


No malas-malas mode.

If I may, I want to post any interesting stuff that happen in my life.

Before this, I'm a bit conscious because I know I have a lot of silent readers (family, friends or strangers). So my posting is a bit restricted, because I keep on thinking like :

"Should I blog about this? What will be their (readers) reaction?"

Lame right? To think too much until I don't have my absolute freedom to blog.

But today, I have finally come to my senses.
Hey, this is MY blog. I will post about anything that I want. I will upload photos in here if I want to. No one can stop me.

Because, in the future when I browsed through to all of my postings, I know I will smile knowingly and thought to myself :

"Ahhhh, I remember this moment. What a happy time."

I LOVE having those thoughts in my head.
It potrays what I have been doing with my life all this while.

So yeah, I will talk about anything that I want.
I will talk about my boyfriend as much as I want to. I will upload our photos together because I want to.
I don't want to think about anybody else. I just want to think about myself.

I don't care if you feel ticklish at your stomach when you see our photos.
I don't care if you don't like it if I posted about my boyfriend or family.
I don't care if you have the thought of:

"Wei orang lain ada boyfriend jugak wei. Get a life."


"Gila poyo. Orang lain ada boyfriend dah bertahun-tahun, tak pernah pun nak show off."

Or something like that.

The phrases above, I did not make that up.
I happen to hear someone said that to me without knowing that I heard them talking.

And most importantly,
I don't care if you think I'm too 'PDA' with my boyfriend.
At least I'm PDA with my own boyfie, not others. Right?

So to wrap it up, my February resolution is, aside of updating this blog,

I don't care if I'm losing readers, or I don't have followers.
As long as I'm Happy.

So here's the FIRST photo that I feel like sharing :

Just because I want to.
And I love this pic :)