I know it's a short period of time; but it's long enough for me.
I can deal with not seeing him for four days or maybe longer.
But I can't deal with the lack of communication between us.
Texting only a couple of times for a whole day is such a torture.
I know this is one of the obstacles of being apart from one another, and I know I should be strong.
I know the situation could be much more complicated than this in the future, and I know I should prepare myself.
I am prepared. I am strong. I can handle this long distance.
But I can't help myself from feeling so restless, worried, weak, emotional and missing him so much.
I don't know how you people out there could stand being in the different country or continent from your loved ones.
But I do know, after going through all of this, I salute you :) Seriously.
Four days should be a piece of cake for me.
A day had passed; and although up until now I don't know what will happen for the next three days, but I do know whatever happens I am still here waiting for you to come back home.
Be safe. Will always pray for you :)