Monday, April 26, 2010

Attention.


I NEED GIRLS DAY OUT.

I NEED LEPAK SESSIONS WITH THE GIRLS.

I NEED SOME 'GIRLS-ONLY-ZONE'

I NEED SOME ADVICE.

I NEED TO LET ALL OF THIS OUT OF MY CHEST.

and again,

I NEED GIRLS DAY OUT.
WITHOUT ALL OF OUR BOYFRIENDS OR SCANDALS ETC.
(no offence to the boyfriends or scandals etc)

SERIOUSLY IN NEED ALL OF THAT.

Anyone up for it???
(att: besties and kesayangans)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Percayalah.

Hm.
Tiada apa yang lebih penting untuk diharapkan, cuma aku berdoa sangat moga dijauhkan segala kesukaran dalam hidup dan kelemahan dalam hati.

Memang.
Macam-macam dugaan yang menimpa sekarang ni.
Banyak sungguh masalah yang datang.

Pilihan yang ada kat depan mata, susah betul nak memilih.

Aku nak melangkah ke tahap seterusnya, tapi tak tahu lah. Masih belum bersedia.
Banyak perkara yang perlu ditimbang baik buruk dulu.
Tak mahu esok-esok akan menyesal, bukan?

InsyaAllah, segala yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Why must it become harder and harder?


“Never ruin an apology with an excuse.”
- Kimberly Johnson


Because frankly, I don't need excuses. I only need the TRUTH.



Monday, April 19, 2010

Still hot for an ancient old lady :P

While I was waiting for my niece, Lina, outside of her school which used to be my primary school as well, I suddenly remember that I welcomed Lina into my life when I was in Standard 5.

Can you believe it? I have shouldered this 'makcik' role when I was 11 years old.

At that age, although I didn't have the courage to carry her around, but me and my sister was the one who took care of her when she was little.
We used to sit beside Lina's baby cot and play 'Speed' game and we would restrain ourselves from screaming 'Speed' when we were winning, so that we won't disturb Lina's peaceful nap.

During the weekends, we will be missing her so much until my sister will drove to her house just to play with her. Or sometimes we took her out to shopping mall.
And we will make a huge detour just to avoid McDonald's because whenever Lina caught a glimpse of McD, she will say 'Arnold, Arnold' and won't stop until we buy her fries.

That was 12 years ago. Lina is in Standard 6 now. OMG, I'm ancient!
She will sit for her UPSR examination in a few months time, then off she go to secondary school.

Now, she is the one who will accompany me to Subang Parade when I'm bored, or be my driving partner when I need to drive to the shop to buy some groceries.

I can hear her shout 'Tayaaaa!' when she saw me waiting outside her school. Then we walk back home together and Lina excitedly told me about her day. She grew so fast!

She's active in school, and is a great runner. She was in Top 10 for her 'Merentas Desa'. Her skin is few shades darker now due to her school activities. Dee calls her 'Burned Chocolate Brownie'. Jahat kan? I know. But somehow, Lina loves that nickname. Haha.

As of 2010, I now have 6 nieces and 3 nephews. And I love all of them so much.

Frankly, I miss having a baby around the house. I love their smell. Who's baby is it gonna be next? Or is it gonna be mine?

HAHA. Just kidding!

Lina and Dee, taken last year.

Lina, when she was 8 years old.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Make it go away. Shuuuhh!

Bila lah aku ni nak jadi penyabar macam dia?
Haih. Jahat sangatlah budak Sarah nih.

There's a lot of things that I can learn from him, but somehow I failed miserably in learning anything.

I don't want to give the 'It's that time of the month' type of excuse but I hate myself for continuously throwing tantrums at him.
He don't deserve it.

I need to change. For the better.

Have to control this temper. Wait, scratch that. Not only control, but to get RID of it, ALL of it.
Have to, have to, have to.

MasyaAllah, Sarah.
Selawat banyak-banyak, istighfar selalu.

InsyaAllah.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Waste of time.



What's the point of missing you if I receive nothing in return?



Friends are flowers in the garden of life.


5 Azam 2004 Reunion.
10th April 2010, 8pm.
Flaming Steamboat Restaurant, Sunway.

After leaving SMKSJ for 6 years, this is what we've become.




Although not all could come that day, but we still had a wonderful time with our classmates. We shared a lot of sweet sweet and bitter memories back in 2004, and as everyone took their own path after high school, this is the first time we met since we bid our farewell.

And this is what we used to look back then :)

“No road is long with good company.”