Sunday, May 29, 2011

I'll find someone like you.


Adele - Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

** Discovered this song while I was browsing my friend's tumblr. And straightaway I fell in love with it. There's
something special about this song. It's like, although you are hurt, but you are trying to look at the bright side and will try to be happy for him, if he's happy :) And I see it as a good thing.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Positive thinking.

Went to Shah Alam today, to re-live my university memories. It was very impromptu. At first we were planning to go for a lepak session but we didn't know where to go.

Then I started to have this sudden crave for Nasi Lemak and straight away we've decided to go to Shah Alam. Our destination: Nasi Lemak Cinta Sayang (NLCS).

It's either that or Pakli. They have the best Nasi Ayam Lemon. But my crave for nasi lemak is stronger so off we go to NLCS.

I was driving. In Shah Alam. Mind you, when I was doing my diploma and degree, I didn't drive. Didn't have the guts to drive actually. So driving in Shah Alam today, passed by a few spots and places that I'm familiar the most, it felt good.

I have created a million priceless memories there throughout my university days. I've been reminiscing about it the whole time I was in Shah Alam just now.

And it's a good thing, it's a positive thing. I tend to forget my grudges with certain people and just remind myself of the good deeds those people had done for me.

Walking down the memory lane is definitely a healthy thing to do :)

Saturday, May 21, 2011

A song that I can totally relate to now..


Turning Tables by Adele

Close enough to start a war,
All that I have is on the floor,
God only knows what we're fighting for,
All that I say, you always say more.

I can't keep up with your turning tables,
Under your thumb, I can't breathe.

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me,
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me,
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables,
To turning tables.

Under haunted skies I see you, ooh,
Where love is lost, your ghost is found,
I braved a hundred storms to leave you,
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down.

I can't keep up with your turning tables,
Under your thumb, I can't breathe.

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me,
I cant give you the heart you think you gave me,
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables,
Turning tables.

Next time I'll be braver,
I'll be my own savior,
When the thunder calls for me,
Next time I'll be braver,
I'll be my own savior,
Standing on my own two feet.

I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me,
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me,
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables,
To turning tables,
Turning tables, yeah,
Turning, no, ooh.

Friday, May 20, 2011

So long, farewell, it's time to say Goodbye.

A person, if they were constantly being pushed away, they will be gone from your lives eventually.

Well congratulations, your childish act of avoiding, talking harshly and never treat me nicely has finally taken its toll on me.

You don't deserve me and a spot in my heart anymore.

And I don't want you anymore. In my life. Ever. For eternity.

Such a waste of time and emotions to blog about this but I know this is a crucial moment in my life. And I am looking forward for the next few months or years from now, I'm sure I will read this post again and just laugh it off.

And by that time, I will wonder...."What kind of person have you become now."

I am so looking forward for that! :) :)

Yes, I am all smiley now, because finally I'm allowing myself to let it go.

Perihal Hati.


Hati, bila asyik disakiti, boleh jadi kering.

Hati, bila sering dilukai, akan tertutup dengan sendiri.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Cikgu saya.

Pergi lepak dengan Intan & Farah kat Hassan malam tadi.
Tengah rancak bercerita, ternampak satu wajah yang cukup dikenali.

Cikgu Bahasa Melayu masa sekolah dulu :)
Puan Norhaneem namanya.

Konon nak bisik dekat diorang "Eh cikgu laaa.." tapi sekali dia perasan pulak kita dah pandang. Dia pun datang pada meja kami dan borak-borak.
Seronok dengar dia bercerita tentang keluarganya & perkahwinan anaknya.
Tangan dah pegang ipad siap buka Facebook sebab nak tunjuk potret keluarga.
Cukup ramah cikgu ni. Memang antara cikgu yang sangat baik dengan kami.

Dia siap tanya lagi "U all study mana sekarang?" (Terus perasan muda kejap hihi)
Laju je kami jawab, "Ehhh dah kerja la cikgu. Dah 24 tahun ni sekarang.." (Ikut tahun, dah 24 la. Kalau ikut bulan, belum lagi. Hah tanak mengaku tua jugak tu! haha)

Sebelum berpisah sebab dia nak pergi dating dengan husbandnya, dia sempat pesan pada kami:
"U all kalau dah jumpa jodoh tu, kahwin la terus. Jangan kahwin lambat-lambat. Cikgu dulu umur 24 dah ada anak seorang."

**CUE: Sentap sekarang please!!**

Haha. Takde la rasa nak kahwin tapi bila kena advice macam tu terus rasa macam "Aduyaii bila jodoh nak sampai niiiii" haha. Sore loser as always. Haih.

Sarah, kita kena percaya pada jodoh. Sementara tunggu jodoh sampai, apa kata pergi persiapkan diri dulu..inside and out. Stabilkan kewangan dulu, kerja sungguh-sungguh. Buktikan kemampuan kita. Masa tengah takde komitmen la senang nak kerja 24 hours pun kan.

YES! I love it when my positive side is talking senses with my negative side! :D

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Mr & Mrs Right

About 2 years ago, I wrote this entry at this blog.


Hilarious. At the time, I was sharing a quote I like and even called myself "Doctor Love".
I thought I've found my The One, that's why I told my readers about the quote where they will come across a few wrong ones to find their right one.

I can't believe he wasn't my Mr Right. He was Mr Wrong wrong wrong.

So Mr Right, where are you? Can you stop playing hide and seek with me? I'm getting tireddddd!

Sincerely,
Your Mrs Right :)

Congrats!


Congratulations on your convocation today (140511) my dear Farah!

Love you loadssss! :)

Oh yes, my previous post, is about you.
It's always about you.

Always have, always will.
Still clutching on the memories.

It's unhealthy...it's not good, I know.

Sometimes I secretly wish that one day when I wake up I won't be able to remember a thing.
Yes, I wish I have an amnesia so that I could just forget.

So please do me a favor. Can you smack my head REALLY REALLY hard and make my dreams come true?

Please...with cherries on top.

Friday, May 13, 2011


Berkawan biar beribu kan?

I'm glad you are one of them :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Dream watch

Oh, and today I surveyed a few watches. In need of a watch, can't rely on my phone. Sometimes it's too slow, sometimes it's too fast. Affect my credibility as a reporter because I NEED TO BE PUNCTUAL!

Been putting my intention to buy a watch on hold as well, for quite a while. Promised with someone that we've to save up some money to buy couple watch. Well well nasib tak beli, it'll be such a waste now huh?

Learned my lesson. NEVER buy any products for couple: Couple watch, couple shirts etc. EXCEPT if you're married. It's more secure.

So yeah, surveyed and fall in love with a few watches today.

This month's mission: SAVE UP A LOT OF MONEY TO BUY MY DREAM WATCH!

My target:
I'll dream of you tonight :)

Productive off days.

What a productive off days! (I think)

I'm off for 4 days, until Saturday. I love May because I have a lot of off days! I think it's because when I was in Sarawak, I worked for more than 30 days without any off, so this month they replaced my off days.

:D :D Yeah yeah work was very tiring but the end result? Totally worth it, don't you think?

Okay so my off days this time was very productive because I'm spring cleaning my room. Been put it on hold since forever. I don't remember when was the last time I clear up things in my room. I've been spring cleaning since yesterday and I am still not done! I found a lot of school stuff, from primary school. Can you believe it? No wonder it took so long for me to clear my room. I'll continue tomorrow, already filled 4 garbage bags so I think I'm done for tonight.

4 garbage bags and I still have a lot of junk in my room. Haish. And mind you, my room is not that big. I don't know how did I squeeze14 years worth of stuff in that room. Yes, stuff since I was standard 4.

Well anyways, another reason why I said my off days were productive is because I've been keeping tabs with all of the current movies! I always get left behind when it comes to movies.

So today I went to watch this:
Waaa it was awesome I tell you! I love the effects the most! And I love Natalie Portman. And of course, Thor himself: Chris Hemsworth. Don't really fancy him because he's a blondie. But his body is to die for! I like. Almost everyone watching the movie was literally gasping when he was topless. Ahahaha.

Well moving on. Tomorrow I'm watching another movie which I've been anxious about! Woohooo. Two movies in a row, two movie dates. What more can I ask for? (Haha okay bunyi pervert lak) :P :P

Anyways, have a good day dear readers! I know I will :)